Monday, 26 November 2012
Hey readers, didn't blog recently due to some problems that some bitches created for me! Alright firstly where do i begin? On the Saturday when i was free, i when to meet my brother. We was at Admiralty Food Court having our lunch. After that, we went to Yishun Safra to play pool! Play until half.. Guess i was unlucky.. I saw my ex acting like a childish kid in front of me? Is like? You're 14 years old and you behaved like a kid? Grow up thanks! After that there was a problem that wasn't supposed to be happening for sure. But that bitch called her friend and said we gonna settle this matter. When the first place we didn't? Like to get we guys into trouble? Next time i saw you again, I'll be damm dao towards you already. I don't care what you say this time. We're already over okay? You fucking bitch ass. Swear one day you've made me wanting to slap your face do you know that? Just because you're one typical ah lian doesn't make me that scared. You get it? Alright dropped this damm matter don't wanna talk about it! Okay I've found my Mrs Right already and she just whatsapp me from Hong Kong before she ended the conversation she called me Sweetheart and i was like "WOW!?" with a damm happy expression looking on my face! Never been that happy before. But i've promised her to watch sunset with her at Sentosa which i don't know if the sunset is able or not able to be seen? But i just wanna treat her right this time. No more playing already! Okay ba ending here already will update soon again!
My mind's unweaving/ 08:45
Friday, 16 November 2012
Not in a good mood i guess? Because of what happened.. I thought i was doing this for everybody's sake. But in the end? I'm just gaining on my own. I don't mind how much you hate me. Your trust to me is 0% already! Be it yeah? You treated her like a outsider now? But do you realized what she have really done for you? Maybe you didn't noticed it or you didn't feel it at all. All you care is about what you feel. You said I'm your closest brother and so called boyfriend? When I'm in deep shit, where the hell are you? You were nowhere to be found. But when you're in a devastated mode, who has been there for you? Me. I did everything almost i could. But it couldn't help at all. I'm just useless. No matter how much i did, nobody will appreciate it. No matter how much I've done nobody even cared. Thanks for letting me know what this society really does and the people living in this world. I've seen enough. Alright maybe that's all for today! Update soon!
My mind's unweaving/ 10:17
Tuesday, 13 November 2012
Really damm fucked up with my job now a days.. Honestly is like what the fuck from 7pm to 1am changed to 9am to 1am.. from 6 hours add 10 more hours down it's gonna be fucking tired man! End work nevermind can't even go home must sleep at the office till next day and wake up and do the same thing! Nabei cheebye think this one is what? Camp? Fuck i really don't like last minute changes of things lea! Work so long i don't even a teenager need to work like for 16 hours? Swear to god is gonna be tired manzxc! Okay la ending post here already good bye readers take care! Good nights!
My mind's unweaving/ 05:46
Sunday, 11 November 2012
Hey readers!! Just came back from supper after a long night work! Soo damm tired can? Today 7pm start work and I'm working at the 24th floor! It's like quite relax! But once all the plates, frying pan and trays etc comes, I'll be fucking busy! Kept yawn just now but then i told myself after finish washing all the stuffs, I'll go rest awhile! Time fly so slow.. :( When to smoke down stair awhile then i very polite and asked the people down there can you borrow me a lighter? Then a bitchy lady asked me how old are you? Don't want borrow just say la. Need at there talk so much for what? I smoked that's my problem you don't need to care so much. Just mind your stupid own business. After work, boss gave us $20 for cab to home! When me and Wei Ming reached Yishun, we went to 761 for our supper! Okay I'm homed now bed is calling me already! Goodnight peeps :)
My mind's unweaving/ 11:16
Thursday, 8 November 2012
Same as yesterday half screwed half normal! Today woke up at 1:45pm sharp. Use laptop awhile then when to bathe and had lunch at the living room. After that, when to meet Zhi Hui and the others. Super tired yet still okay! At around evening time heard grandma said that my mum is sick. So otw home with mum, i tell her this. Go and see a doctor! If you're ill you know early you cure it early. You'll be fine. She just kept quiet. This is like the first time I'm saying this to her as a son. Because i concern her. I've decided to give up on the girl whom i liked the most and i loved the most. Because she didn't seem to care. I know no matter how hard i try, i still won't get her for sure. I just wanna say thank you god for letting us meet. Didn't regret knowing you after all. After somethings, we've a cold war i guess? I don't know what's that but her reply all like one or two words. To tell the truth, i hate her. Not because of the cold war we had. It's because she underestimated me which i disliked the most. Is not i don't wanna say in front of her. I just don't want our distance to drift away further and further but since she is being cold to me? Shouldn't I be doing the same thing as what she is doing to me right now? I shouldn't be so stupid and cared too much. Honestly, getting hurt all the time really suck. Not by her actions but her words. I really can't stand it. I think I'm not suitable to stepped into a relationship for time being because every time i stepped into it, It will eventually break up. Because i know we were not loving each other from the start so what for continue it? No point and sense. I think I've done writing my post I'm tired i need to get some rest! As there is work tomorrow morning at 7am.. Don't liked it but still have to do it. Good bye readers update soon again!
My mind's unweaving/ 07:29
Wednesday, 7 November 2012
A day with half screwed and half good. Let's start from the good first! Morning, when to eat with my grandmother with Wei Ming. After that when to the community park and do some morning exercise after that went back home! Rest for awhile then Wee Ann came to my house and slack for awhile before playing pool at Yishun Safra. After that went to Marsiling there to buy my galaxy ace screen protector bought a privacy screen and a mercury casing which cost $8! Who cares it's cheapskate or what! As long I liked it can already. Okay when back to Yishun for dinner at grandma's house. After that, when to my sister, Jacelyn grandfather's funeral. Sit down there chit chat till around almost 10pm i left the place and when to a block and smoke with Wee Ann, Qiqi and Eunice. How i admired her she quit smoking already and me? Just saying it when i can't even do it! FML like a seriously! Aunt is right no work no money how to get cigarettes? No income at all! Gonna quit some days for sure but not for now because currently addicted to it! I quit because of her but i know she won't give a fuck about it! I'm really done trying even though my friends make fun of it she doesn't seem like giving a damm care about it. Hais.. I just hope she could get my attention some days. Just some days only! Ending the post here! Good bye readers will update soon!
My mind's unweaving/ 06:52
Tuesday, 6 November 2012
Hey readers! Updating my blog once again should be doing it just now. But I'm busy watching shows at my computer! >< Watching till half way the supervisor of the company called me at this timing and asked me to work on tomorrow 7am? I tell her sorry I ain't free. If she told me early then i can tell my brother, Wei Ming to work also.. But she didn't she called at the time of almost near to 1am? Who the fuck will still be receiving calls like this? One week let us work like 2 days only? What the fuck is this man? Honestly, oh ya to that bitch too! During the last day of our work, i'll fucking point a middle finger right in front of you face! :) Like to scold people's mum right? I'll use that back on you! Don't believed me? We shall see then! Okay la readers have a fun time reading my blog and stay as long as you want! Goodnight will update my blog soon again! See ya!
My mind's unweaving/ 09:28
Heard that you friend said that if i continue liking you, you'll just toy me eh? Well bring it on! Challenge accepted! Don't think I'm easily being toyed i tell you first. If the opposite way happens, you better don't cry.. If you don't like me you can just say! Don't need to say toy me one! Save it okay? I get it already finally! Grr, rotting at home nothing to do! Soo dammm bored! But i love the weather very cloudy although just now drizzled a bit. But really satisfied with the current weather this days. Okay la gonna end my post already bye readers!
My mind's unweaving/ 00:04
Monday, 5 November 2012
Today was a fine day. Nothing screwed up i guess? :) That's the day i want it every single day in my life. No troubles no nothing. It's just fun and laughter. Alright shall begin my posting! Today went to Northpoint to eat Ishimura with Wei Ming and Wee Ann. After eating we went to the emergency staircase there to smoke and we headed to Timezone after that! We played one round of Maxium Tune 3Dx+ Quite thrilling though but also same time quite a waste of money. After that went to meet the rest, Qiqi and Eunice! We headed to Yishun Safra to play pool. Me and Wei Ming skills has dropped to the core. But quite satisfied too! It's because the way i win them with those confidence in myself! If not i think I'll be losing! Haha okay la went back to 755 to play basketball and homed :) That's all! Good bye readers will update my blog again!
My mind's unweaving/ 07:38
Saturday, 3 November 2012
If you wanna blame your anger on me then blame it on me then. Don't mind one day i scold you back for sure. Honestly, i just said somethings about you and yet you just like give me one kind of look? Did i owe you a sum of money? No right. If you did those things just admit it okay? Don't want to talk to me I'm fine with it. But don't give me that kind of look. I don't like. Sorry i can make us even we can't be friends. Don't believed it try it then. Honestly go think for yourself who was the one accompany you here and there? If you wanna continue keeping quiet then let it be okay? Because i don't give a fuck at all. Let us be enemy then seeing each other faces every time when we meet. Okay i had enough. I wanted scold you when i got that chance but i just give face okay? If not we're not even friends for now!
My mind's unweaving/ 08:34
A day full of crappy work during working period! Damm that china guy i swear. He make us so pissed off at him. When we're doing things, he just make himself disappear and go eat at the canteen with two women. He said us. What about him? A flirter then? Swear i was so gonna punch his damm face. Even though he is a full time worker so what? Can't he talked to us nicely as we're just new comers? Man what is the society becoming to? I've never experienced a real work before! If the same things happen again, i don't care even the boss scold me or what. As long I'm right, I'll still scold whatever i like! Because, he is the one who made us feel so pissed everyday.. And the boss didn't mention we part time workers only get our pay once a week. Fuck! I thought today was gonna get my $70 from her but her worker said that she only give once a week. WTF! I super hate this boss no joke is like? When she need us then she call? What using us at a crucial moment when you needed us the most? We ain't dogs man. Sorry this is not a insult but I'm stating the facts. Remember you scold my brother's mother I'll remember that once the at the last day of work, I'll give you a middle finger at your fucking damm face! Bitch, don't ever play with us. As we're not kids anymore. We're teenagers!
My mind's unweaving/ 07:13
Friday, 2 November 2012
I've decided to put down the past and currently moving on to my next destiny which is don't know who. But i think I've found one although she is cold which she hates to admit that. But i don't mind as long as I know I'm loving her, that will do. Hope she gets my attention one day! I don't know what to do to make her noticed it. Maybe one of my sister is right let time fly first. No point rushing to a relationship where by i don't understand her at all.
My mind's unweaving/ 09:54